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Hello. My name is Peter and I live with my parents and sisters in Scotland. Up until a few years ago, things were average, then my grandmother had to go into care. She died of cancer in August of last year. Her name is Mary and she used to live across the road from us. Sadly, she was confined to the house because of blocked arteries. Because of this, she got increasingly lonely and frustrated. Nobody could be with her all the time and when it was time to go, she didn't want anybody to leave. After work, I used to play video games to occupy us, although I had to take the TV away afterwards because the TV actually frightened her.
My grandmother was very wise and considerate. She was very popular with people in the street, but in the house she was lonely. My mother used to have a go at her for repeating herself. This is very common in my view, but my mother hated it.
My uncle would visit her a few times a week, but even he would get annoyed at her. She got herself a Budgerigar called Danny, but a few days later we ended up with him because she disliked the noise he was causing.
I felt sad when we had to move everything out when she had to go into care. After that, she rarely spoke to me or my sisters. She just complained about things to my mother and uncle when they visited. There would be grief if one of them forgot something, or if they couldn't visit her. Of course, it was a schedule in her view.
My younger sister left school without even completing, what would have been her final year. She developed anxiety and became bubbly, lazy and less happy than she was before.
Now my mother is a chain smoker and probably always will be. Smoking is what caused my grandmother's health issues. My father was a smoker. It took one operation in hospital and he quit, just like that. No questions about it, because he knew the damage it could inflict on people. My father really hates smoke now and will even go as far as opening all the windows, as if it had to be taboo.
My mother does nothing but complain on a daily basis to the first person she sees. This really grates on my patience. Honestly, she complains about the same things over and over again, then she changes the subject when people try to have a normal chat with her. I have experienced that countless times and I really am sick of it. It is making me very upset. I have to try and shut myself away from it just to get peace.
Personal
I met this girl back in August at a charity shop I went to, to fill a 2 week course. She asked me out and was very sexy. But she turned out to be a selfish gold-digger. I took her to a cinema once and she was acting really moody. I'm even more sure she put her friends up to harassing me whenever I went to her house, since those 13 year old idiots were always floating around. It was a bad situation all around since her area is corrupt and I couldn't phone her either. Anyway, she kept asking me when I was going to get more money, so I knew she was just after my cash and not me personally. We did share some intimacy but I didn't quite trust her. But it's very disheartening when people treat you like that the very first time you date a girl.
Internet
A few years ago, I entered forums as a novice. I didn't cause shit, nothing. The first place I joined was
http://www.imdb.com/ because I liked to review movies. It was there that I met my first friend Ruben and a guy called Wesker2004 or Nicholas. Ruben went by the name RoninGenesis but has since altered it. Anyway, Nicholas invited me to join forums about a cool game we enjoy called Resident Evil. The sites he brought me to were Resident Evil Horror and TotallyRE. However Nicholas started spreading lies to the founders of those forums to get my accounts and my posts removed. People knew I wasn't doing anything, but it didn't matter. They just banned me whenever I went back. A person called Nelo Angelo edited a picture of a Delibird I had, with spear and
claret to make it look gruesome. Resident Evil Horror on the other hand, let me stay. I made lots of relevant posts and soon became the top poster. It felt like a bonus in a way. Then Marco from TotallyRE told DaMa I was bashing him, so in February 2004 he made a hate thread about me before I got banned again. There was nothing I could do. I just had to let them toss shit at me. Then I fought TotallyRE because I knew they were responcible for me being booted from that site. I usually go by the name Grace Saunders on boards.
Then I went to a zany community called the Resevil.com Forums and was welcomed there, until I said something inappropriate about that DaMa guy. However I just continued to register at that place over and over again since Resident Evil sites were few and far between. While I was using an account called Fongling, I advertised a new forum I made since it's legal there. This lady called Mary Jacobs from Missourri asked if she could help me. I had seen her "Lucky" name on Resident Evil Horror in the past and even advised me to leave once they gave me grief. Well who's gonna decline a nice offer like the one she offered? So I welcomed her and she invited me to some quiet forums she was running too. Things were going sweet, and she'd tell you the same. However,
I felt rather bitter that TotallyRE disabled my chances of being respected at Resident Evil forums and Mary's forums were pretty boring, so I continued to argue with TotallyRE and found out about anonymous surfing through proxy servers and free proxy lists. In May 2005 I found out my grandmother was dying and TotallyRE made fun of that, so that made me even more angry.
In the end, Mary gave me a choice. If I didn't stop bothering TotallyRE, she would demot me. Well I never did quit, so she removed my position back to a standard user. This in my view was like betrayal. So as soon as I got my job back, I tried to demot her but it was rather late at night and somebody was desperate to use the computer, so I failed because I didn't ban her properly due
to me being hurried up. The next day, Mary was beside herself with rage. I was banned. And after that, I was banned from her forums repeatedly and I was also banned from heaps of external forums as well. But I kept going back and in the end, the war was imported to loads of other online boards and I reckon they've banned me over 50 times by now, each. I even gave Mary my real address so she could help me get my own forum started. To top it all off, this Canadian dumbass called Dimitri started following me around and he appeared on AIM back when we had it. He tried to corrupt my sister, but I stopped him. I felt sorry for Mary because she told me she got raped in a church. I became very upset and got attached to her. I even cried mself to sleep at night and was always at the computer pleading with her. Joining these Bio-HQ Forums was also a bad idea, because this Nemesis556 person told the staff I had a bad reputation so they abused me.
As much as I hated it, I had to leave Mary. So I found a guy called Dj Mixes and we created a Silent Hill forum called the Room 312 Boards as a team. We asked Mary to help us put a stylesheet on, but then she went nuts and deleted everything we made. Then she tried to garner support at a site called ForumFlash who used to offer free forum hosting. We made yet another Room 312 Boards, but to our horror, ForumFlash went out of business. We had to say cheerio to our community. Man, it was a classic. In my view, there will never be a board quite like it. Gone. Just like that. Although we did try for a third attempt elsewhere, and while I took a hiatus, my loyal members banned me and ruined the crap out of everything. Then this Angel Madison started using alternative names like Sinner and began posting provocative crap about me on other sites.
I have tried joining other sites to talk about games and old music, but nobody shares my common interests. I'm glad I can paste these threads in seconds though to reduce time, but it is very annoying how nobody cares about my posts. It's like you're a registered member, but you don't mean crap to them. An RPG forum even went as far as harassing my sister and I because we made threads they were not interested in reading. They still continue to post about me and watch out for my guest IP address on the active users menu to see where I am on their boards.
I thought my luck had changed after I started speaking to a Dutch lady called Ada Spek, who is called cerberes on forums. We spoke on MSN and she was extremely friendly. However she knew Mary because they were at the same boards. Ada gave me a job on her boards and was nice. I remember she used to have a picture of her dog on MSN and she really was a nice person. However the pair of them ruined my Dino Crisis forum behind my back and cleared the logs. I confronted them both and then cerberes deleted me off of her boards for arguing. Then I used a special proxy and deleted everything off of her Cerberes Forum. Mary than gave her my phone number and Ada phoned me and threatened me for destroying her forums. A fair bit of time past and then she phoned my sister asking if we had puppies for sale. Except I'm in fucking Scotland and she's in Holland so she must be rich. I even saw a photo of her and she looks like Cruella DeVille.
Now Mary and Ada join boards I am on, but rarely submit any posts. They just collect pictures of me and edit them with paint to look me look like some sort of comedic affair. 2 years have passed and this garbage with Resident Evil boards still occurs, even to this very day. Recently I joined these Neo-WU Forums and was banned for no reason, except for the fact I pasted an archive game thread or something.
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